hi

I don’t post here really anymore, don’t really have time, but it’s a nice place to vent in which not many people I know in real life can see. Sometimes I feel awfully lonely at Uni. I love it here, but everyone has a someone and the person I thought was the person I’d turn to all the time seems to be better friends with the guy I had a little thing with a few weeks ago than me now. I love everyone here, but I don’t seem to have found someone I’m on the same wave as, it can get me down sometimes as everyone has their little secrets, and everyone seems to be in on something and I don’t know anything. I could probably rant forever more about stuff, but since this is my first post in literally ages, I won’t. I’m going home in a week, and I am SO excited, I want to see my best friends again. I miss having a best friend I can tell everything to close by and it sometimes makes me really want to cry, but let’s not be dramatic now

cheer up gothic kid emma

not sure I’m ever going to be able to stop gushing about how much I love Uni. My friends here are all brilliant and lovely, my flat is very nice, Kingston is gorgeous and I’m really really enjoying my course so far. Like to the point that the thought of a Friday night in writing up my notes and doing some research is really quite exciting and 9-4 lectures don’t seem like a form of torture.

I’m just in a very happy place, makes every majorly rubbish thing that happened over my stupid gap year SO worth it

definitely got freshers flu. Going to be a craaazy week on the Lemsip, Camomile tea and vitamin C 

I LOVE UNI.

Having the best time ever. My flatmates (and adopted friends) are all so lovely. Played super patriotic ring of fire:

We had to use a teapot for the dirty pint as none of us had a pint glass.

Also found the coolest magnets in the 99p shop.

got to be up to enrol in 2 and a half hours, shitttttttttttttttt

SO LONG PLYMOUTH

had my last night out in Plymouth for a while. Invited 38 people, 2 showed up (well, 4 because Dan + Claire came too for a while, which was very nice) and this was after I’d sat around/walked around for an hour, but it was completely worth it as I had a proper mazin night, I’m really going to miss it here, but I’m very very excited about uni that is technically TOMORROW! Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay

technically

it’s Thursday, which means tomorrow is Friday, which is my last day at home before I go to Uni.

I’M SO SCARED/EXCITED/TERRIFIED/SUPER-DUPER-HAPPY/SAD WHAHAAAAA